Dear Diary Facing the music is not fun, unless you're a Conductor, then it's technically your job and I hope that you like it. I've been avoiding Facey since last Thursday as I have been expecting to hear from Dreamy Colombian and/or Tardy Teacher. Generally, if you wait long enough they eventually give up. I … Continue reading Smells and Tastes Like Rejection – Entry 95

Dear Diary Since Thursday night I've been laying low. This translates to not logging onto Facey and not going out dancing. I just haven't felt like dealing with any more boy drama nor feeling pressured into making any decisions on where I stand with a particular Potential. It works out relatively well as I've come … Continue reading Flying Under the Radar – Entry 94

Dear Diary This week was sobering in that it continued to reinforce my apathetic view to dating. On Monday evening Karate Kid sent a message saying he was feeling sick. On Tuesday he suggested that I return the favour and make him soup. Tuesdays had unofficially become our meetup evening the past few weeks. I’d … Continue reading Clashing of the Titans – Entry 93

Dear Diary It was only a few hours ago that I wrote to you my defeated last entry. The towel had been thrown in. I had a chat over the phone with one of my best friends about how content I was with making the most out of being helplessly single despite a year of … Continue reading When You Least Expect It – Entry 92

Dear Diary When life gives you an overabundance of lemons they say you should make lemonade. I've highlighted a moral dilemma during my moments of soul searching -  Is it wrong to continue dating when you're not sure which Country you'll be living in in a year's time? Combine this dilemma with increasing apathy towards … Continue reading Lucrative Dating – Entry 91

Dear Diary It's starting to feel like I'm living two separate lives. On one hand, I dream about The Spaniard and how wonderful it will be when I see him again. We aren't officially together, but would be if we lived in the same Country. On the other hand, there's Karate Kid. He is becoming … Continue reading Playing with Fire – Entry 90

Dear Diary The movie session with Karate Kid didn't happen last week. I was really excited about the evening and made sure that I left work on time. As I was leaving work I checked my phone and smiled when I saw a message from him...that was until I actually read the message. At first, … Continue reading Deer in Headlights – Entry 89

Dear Diary This morning was the second hearing for my bond issue. I wasn't surprised when the ex-landlord didn't show again. What I wasn't expecting was to be humiliated in the Court room. I admit that I don't understand much about the Court system and the situation is likely a result of my ignorance, but … Continue reading Are You Serious?! – Entry 88

Dear Diary Tuesday morning arrived in all it's glory and I had not received any word from Karate Kid about whether we were meeting that night or Thursday. By this stage I'd give up on the idea of seeing him outside our social circle. Five minutes before my shift ended he sent through a message … Continue reading Another Chance – Entry 87

Dear Diary I was starting to feel desperate not knowing which direction to plan my future towards. It was silly in a way, as I already knew how things were....and how they will only ever be. Yet, the flicker of hope that kindled strong within gave me enough faith to take the leap.....and so I … Continue reading A Dream’s Death, Soup Paparazzi and Indecent Exposure – Entry 86