Dear Diary Last night I held the flag proudly for heartbroken women. In my sparkling gold, sleek dress I heated up the dance floor. Each move I owned and embraced, channeling the female dance artists I'd seen that weekend. It felt amazing. I oozed inner strength and self confidence, seemingly untouched by fresh wounds of … Continue reading No Glass Slipper – Entry 105

Dear Diary I think we both know that I've been blinded by hope the past 7 months with the Karate Kid saga. I've always had reservations and doubts with his intentions (it's hard being right sometimes). I think I saw him for his potential and not his true state of being. He sent me a … Continue reading Rhetorical Questions – Entry 104

Dear Diary Let's touch off from the night before last. The Friday night party was fun. The only part that dampened my fun was Karate Kid insisting on dancing with me. I'd done so well avoiding him for the first part of the night. When I was sitting to the side he came out of … Continue reading One Night, Two Parties – Entry 103

Dear Diary This week was a short week at work as I'd booked for the dance congress a year in advance. The paranoia around who may be The Secret Admirer was starting to turn into curiosity. Maybe a good thing I had Friday off so not to fall to temptation and start asking questions? It'd … Continue reading The Dance Congress – Entry 102

Dear Diary Interesting update regarding the paid dating website for you. You'll never guess who has looked at my profile last week! Do you remember The Millionaire who I mentioned in my first entry? The one that was pursuing me but with the offer of an open relationship? Well yes, you guessed it, it was … Continue reading Shark in the Dating Pool – Entry 101

Dear Diary I was hoping that I would have some exciting news for the 100th entry, maybe a miracle. Alas, still frustratingly in square one again. Friday at work was not as painful as I was expecting. There was no mention of The Secret Admirer and it was as if it'd been forgotten (I guess … Continue reading Is Hypnotism the Answer? – Entry 100

Dear Diary My workplace has instantly become an uncomfortable space with just having learnt that I have a secret admirer. At the start of the day I was in a meeting with my Team Leader. She took a phone call midway through and said 'Anastasia? she's right here with me now if you need to … Continue reading The Secret Admirer – Entry 99

Dear Diary Lines seem to be more blurred and things are more grey than usual. The question has been coming to mind lately - at what point will me meeting up with and talking to other men be considered cheating? another valid question is who would I be technically cheating on? Things are slowly going … Continue reading When is it Considered Cheating? – Entry 98

Dear Diary The weekend just past was spent living in the moment. I'd forgotten how refreshing it was to be spontaneous. It was filled with dance and socialising with great people. Friday night I went out dancing. Karate Kid came half way through the party and we were a little stand off-ish at the start. … Continue reading A Little Lie Never Hurt Anyone – Entry 97

Dear Diary I had a rostered day off work today. It gave me an opportunity to catch up on beauty sleep and also reflect on life. There were a few topics of thought that consumed my day. Namely, financal position and dysatisfaction with the mundanity of life. They are very much intertwined for me. You … Continue reading When the Mind is Idle – Entry 96