Dear Diary This Queen refuses to move from her throne for any man. They must come to her. This Queen also enforces strict dating laws for Potentials to adhere to if they wish to maintain diplomacy for entry to her kingdom. Karate Kid has committed treason and the Queen is unforgiving...at least until she gets … Continue reading Dating Treason – Entry 115

Dear Diary I'm sure that you've heard about the terrorist attacks happening in Barcelona. It is unnerving knowing that I was just there with my Father in May/June. We walked along La Rambla a few times.... The good news is The Spaniard and his loved ones are safe and sound. I sent him a message … Continue reading The Spaniard is Safe in Barcelona – Entry 114

Dear Diary A couple of days ago I found another message from Karate Kid in my inbox: KK: “how desperate do you want these videos up…. :p“ He was referring to the video footage from the zorb soccer game. I interpreted his message as an attempt to bribe me into doing something I wasn’t comfortable … Continue reading Rebound Remedy? – Entry 113

Dear Diary Things were very quiet on the Western Front after my last entry. Emotionally, it was tough. Not one word from Karate Kid after my explicit message telling him to leave me alone last week. It was like firing arrows into the darkness and not knowing if you hit your target...I figured that I … Continue reading Light Sabors and Zorb Balls – Entry 112

Dear Diary Today Karate Kid phoned. He was disappointed when I said that I was working the evening shift on Thursday. We still would have been able to meet up later in the evening, but he didn't suggest this. He instead asked about Friday evening (I had plans already) and then he resorted to asking … Continue reading The Decision – Entry 111

  Dear Diary Have you heard of the term Mountain top thinking? It’s the theory that when you go to a quiet, elevated place your mind is able to think clearer. Your problems start to become insignificant as you sit high above them, untouchable, overlooking the world below. I think that this theory can be … Continue reading The Rabbit and The Wolf – Entry 110

Dear Diary In retrospect, I should not have gone out dancing tonight. Things would have been less complicated. Dance Teacher asked me to help teach a beginners class before the party as the usual teacher was away. Wanting to help, I agreed. It got me free entry to the party so I was pretty happy … Continue reading Caught in the Cinderella Act – Entry 109

Dear Diary This weekend I performed at the opening night of a friend's art exhibition. It went well and encouraged me to continue training so as to tackle the next choreography which I've been avoiding. During the week things were pretty quiet with Karate Kid. I was enjoying the peace and I felt that my … Continue reading Zee Poo On Zee Shoe – Entry 108

Dear Diary Could it be that this whole time I've thought that the front-running Potentials were viable options but in reality they have never been? Take for instance, Karate Kid. For many months I was under the illusion that he was a safe fallback option. I was convinced that he'd jump at the chance of … Continue reading The Dominoes Effect – Entry 107

Dear Diary After my last entry I felt I needed to respond to Karate Kid's message. Now that I was at a safe distance geographically, I wanted to turn and face the situation. There was an unsettling feeling inside that things were still left unfinished by me ignoring his text and call. The right words … Continue reading To Delicately Cut The Final Tethers – Entry 106