Dear Diary
I’m a bit upset. I let a conversation with Karate Kid go too far. I decided to be sassy as he is taking forever to actually ask me out and I don’t think it’ll ever happen. I don’t understand why he has strung me along for so long with no good intentions.
The conversation went as follows in reference to his last message – Lol…not my fault that your black bra wants to free itself for me
KK – Lol no response??? Should I be worried that you’re scared of me?
Me – Lol I thought the convo ended there
KK – Does it count if I strip all my clothes off first before I pick you up? :p
Me – Lol, yes that would count
KK –How about I wear1 million extra layers of clothes…there isnoway you can remove them when you can’t control yourself?
Me – Lol do as you please (as long as you keep them on)
KK – Wait…did you just admit that you can’t control yourself?
Me – I’m too hot to handle – it’s okay that you’re struggling
KK – Hahaha how am I struggling? And still you fall back on that line..lol…tickets….
Me – I’m bored! Good night
KK – Lol bored? Fine…go away.
Me (feeling a bit bad) – Naww poor KK. I hope I didn’t upset you. Good night
KK – Hahaha takes more than a silly girl to upset me : ) …still go away….
Me – Really? I can’t tell if you’re being serious
No response. Which, in itself, is a positive confirmation that he doesn’t want to talk with me again. I kind of feel really bad on the inside. I’ve never coped well with rejection before, now’s no different. Umm, this weekend when I do my performance will be awkward. Maybe if I’m lucky he won’t attend. How do I damage control this? I hope I feel better soon….
Anastasia